Sunday, December 20, 2009

To Move Ahead

Desire to move ahead..
Brings a mix of emotion to us..
But patience is what we need..
With constant work..
And thy will stand out..
When amidst the commotion..
Thy will keep the cool..

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

New Beginning

A new beginning beckons..
At the pedestal..
There are doubts, insecurities and unknowns..
But my dear the journey in faith..
Draws strength from each other presence..
With sincerity in the heart..
And belief in each other..
We will create the world as we want it be..
Just have faith..

Thursday, December 10, 2009

Ghost

Bury the ghost..
Which belong to the past..
For the ghost is invisible..
Restricting only because it interferes with your thoughts..
Look at the possibility..
Free your mind..
For present and the future..
Calls out to you with open arms..

Sunday, December 06, 2009

Destination

To reach a destination which is far..
A step a time is what is required..
For each step will bring you closer..
To the end which is pleasurable..
Strength is what you will need..
To undertake the path chosen..
And you will find ..
A person always at your beside..
Holding your hand...
And merrily going through the journey all along..

Sunday, November 29, 2009

A Myth

The edge which you find yourself in...
Is a myth created by so much commotion..
Have faith in the voice inside..
Take a fall and you will find..
That the ground was just a feet away..
With a crazy bard standing there..
His arms open for the embrace..

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

Regina Skeptor - Braille

Its not that I have not heard this song before. But suddenly when it came up in my play list today, I was compelled to think about it. The lines "I'm still an ass hole...." compels me to write about it. Straight from the person who has become too habituated to, and suffering from the "Ones Head In Ones Own Ass" disease.

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She was lying on the floor and counting stretch marks
She hadn't been a virgin and he hadn't been a god
So she names the baby Elvis
To make up for the royalty he lacked

And from then on it was turpentine and patches
From then on it was cold Campbell's from the can
And they were just two jerks playing with matches
Cause that's all they knew how to play

And it was raining cats and dogs out side of her window
And she knew they were destined to become
Sacred road kill on the way
And she was listening to the sound of heavens shaking
Thinking about puddles, puddles and mistakes

Cause it's been turpentine and patches
It's been cold, cold Campbell's from the can
And they were just two jerks playing with matches
Cause that's all they knew how to play

Elvis never could carry a tune
She thought about this irony as she stared back at the moon
She was tracing her years with her fingers on her skin
Saying why don't I begin again
With turpentine and patches
With cold, cold Campbell's from the can
After all I'm still a jerk playing with matches
It's just that he's not around to play along
I'm still an ass hole playing with candles
Blowing out wishes blowing out dreams
Just sitting here and trying to decipher
What's written in Braille upon my skin...

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

Makes me Smile

Funny is what you have been..
Makes me smile whenever I think some reasons you give..
An angel personified..
Have the power of smile..
Which gives everyone the joy..
I miss you girl..
N I hope you miss me too..

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

Stabilo - Middle of the Night

At my usual time at home which is always comparatively different from everybody else, this song soothed my soul with a strange peace and an even stranger serenity.

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Friendly faces, welcome almost any day.
Light up a smile and realize it's not too late to change your mind.
Take a train, swing from a threat, mother natures muddy water rolls right off my head.
Mr. Mystery passes by and says, "Son I'm glad you're still alive today."
So am I, why would Mr. mystery care about me anyway. Why would Mr. mystery care about me anyway?

When tears fell like rain,
I'm licking my lips.
I'll never understand it.
That's just the way it is.
I've been running from these demons for most of my life.
I can still feel them watching me in the middle of the night.

So you say that you do not know me.
I do not know myself.
What I am or who I'll be, so don't try to make sense of me.
So you say that you do not love me, I do not love myself.
I never wanted to be the one tying you down, but I really do hope that you are happy now.

When tears fell like rain,
I'm licking my lips.
I'll never understand it.
That's just the way it is.
I've been running from these demons for most of my life.
I can still feel them watching me

I want to be here forever,
I want to be young forever.
Lets dance the sky together on another day.
If you go and you just don't see,
I want to be you and you want to be me,
Come on everybody and dance with me.

Climbing mountaintops,
I had a thing for you.
Your enchanting smile and your eyes are cool.
You would fall behind,
I would wait for you.
Everybody's gone ahead,
I just smile and shake my head.
You don't know who you are,
You will never know. You will never know.

If you go and you just don't see,
I want to be you and you want to be me,
Come on everybody and dance with me

When tears fell like rain,
I'm licking my lips.
I'll never understand it.
That's just the way it is.
I've been running from these demons for most of my life.
I can still feel them watching me in the middle of the night.

When tears fell like rain,
I'm licking my lips.
I'll never understand it.
That's just the way it is.
I've been running from these demons for most of my life.
I can still feel them watching me in the middle of the night.

Tuesday, November 03, 2009

Matchbox 20 - If You're Gone

On a Tuesday Morning, like any other morning I woke up to this recommendation for me by YouTube. A welcome surprise if ones thought suddenly appear amidst the clouds of nothingness in the form which probably is the only thing which still keeps me human. A awesomely amazing presentation of a beautifully worded song.

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I think I've already lost you
I think you're already gone
I think I'm finally scared now
You think I'm weak - but I think you're wrong
I think you're already leaving
Feels like your hand is on the door
I thought this place was an empire
But now I'm relaxed - I can't be sure

I think you're so mean - I think we should try
I think I could need - this in my life
I think I'm just scared - I think too much
I know this is wrong it's a problem I'm dealing

If you're gone - maybe it's time to go home
There's an awful lot of breathing room
But I can hardly move
If you're gone - baby you need to come home
Cuz there's a little bit of something me
In everything in you

I bet you're hard to get over
I bet the room just won't shine
I bet my hands I can stay here
I bet you need - more than you mind

I think you're so mean - I think we should try
I think I could need - this in my life
I think I'm just scared - that I know too much
I can't relate and that's a problem I'm feeling

If you're gone - maybe it's time to go home
There's an awful lot of breathing room
But I can hardly move
If you're gone - baby you need to come home
Cuz there's a little bit of something me
In everything in you

I think you're so mean - I think we should try
I think I could need - this in my life
I think I'm just scared - do I talk too much
I know this is wrong it's a problem I'm dealing

If you're gone - maybe it's time to go home
There's an awful lot of breathing room
But I can hardly move
If you're gone - baby you need to come home
Cuz there's a little bit of something me
In everything in you

Thursday, October 29, 2009

Billy Joel : River of Dreams

Strange thoughts float around me when I am mostly useless everywhere. Depressing howsoever it may be, suddenly from somewhere a flicker of desperate hope and joy makes me drift towards the music making the feet of my mind tap to the tune. Savoring that small moment with meaningful words and hopeful dreams.

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In the middle of the night
I go walking in my sleep
From the mountains of faith
To the river so deep
I must be lookin' for something
Something sacred I lost
But the river is wide
And it's too hard to cross
even though I know the river is wide
I walk down every evening and stand on the shore
I try to cross to the opposite side
So I can finally find what I've been looking for
In the middle of the night
I go walking in my sleep
Through the valley of fear
To a river so deep
I've been searching for something
Taken out of my soul
Something I'd never lose
Something somebody stole
I don't know why I go walking at night
But now I'm tired and I don't want to walk anymore
I hope it doesn't take the rest of my life
Until I find what it is I've been looking for
(Three beat Pause)
In the middle of the night
I go walking in my sleep
Through the jungle of doubt
To the river so deep
I know I'm searching for something
Something so undefined
That it can only be seen
By the eyes of the blind
In the middle of the night (break)

I’m not sure about a life after this
God knows I've never been a spiritual man
Baptized by the fire, I wade into the river
That is runnin' through the promised land (Long Five beat Pause)

In the middle of the night
I go walking in my sleep
Through the desert of truth
To the river so deep
We all end in the ocean
We all start in the streams
We're all carried along
By the river of dreams
In the middle of the night

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

Chris Daughtry : What About Now

Was listening to Danyl Johnson first audition in X factor. This song came at the end and was impressed, only to dig deeper to find it even more impressive. Meaningful and powerful lyrics in context of the video and equally beautiful without the context. Some of the other versions of the song are equally joyous.

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Shadows fill an empty heart
As love is fading,
From all the things that we are
But are not saying.
Can we see beyond the scars
And make it to the dawn?

Change the colors of the sky.
And open up to
The ways you made me feel alive,
The ways I loved you.
For all the things that never died,
To make it through the night,
Love will find you.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

The sun is breaking in your eyes
To start a new day.
This broken heart can still survive
With a touch of your grace.
Shadows fade into the light.
I am by your side,
Where love will find you.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love had never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

Now that we're here,
Now that we've come this far,
Just hold on.
There is nothing to fear,
For I am right beside you.
For all my life,
I am yours.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love had never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love had never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
Baby, before it's too late,
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

A Song which Misses

Don't know how much censorship should I apply..
Presuming I need not..
I wrote this ode..
As a poet who has a song which misses..
The beauty of thy presence..
The heightened sense of freedom in thy spirit..

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

Danyl Johnson - And I am telling you I'm not going - Jennifer Holliday

Hats off to Danyl Johnson for making this song his own. Amazing song and amazing performance. This guys pulls it off week after week in x factor 2009.

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And I am telling you I'm not going
You're the best man I'll ever know
There's no way I can ever go
No no no, no way
No no no, no way I'm living without you
I'm not living without you
I don't want to be free
I'm staying, I'm staying
And you, and you, you're gonna love me
You're gonna love me

And I am telling you I'm not going
Even though the rough times are showing
There's just no way, there's no way
We're part of the same place
We're part of the same time
We both share the same blood
We both have the same mind
And time and time, we have so much to share
No no no, no no no
I'm not waking up tomorrow morning
And finding that there's nobody there
Darling, there's no way,
No no no, no way I'm living without you
I'm not living without you
You see, there's just no way
There's no way

Tear down the mountains,
Yell, scream and shout
And you can say what you want
I'm not walking out
Stop all the rivers,
Push, strike, and kill
I'm not gonna leave you
There's no way I will

And I am telling you I'm not going
You're the best man I'll ever know
There's no way I can ever ever go
No no no, no way
No no no, no way I'm living without you
Oh, I'm not living without you,
Not living without you
I don't wanna be free
I'm staying, I'm staying
And you, and you, and you, you're gonna love me
Ohhh, hey hey, you're gonna love me,
Yes, ah ooh ooh, love me,
Ooh-ooh-ooh, love me

Love me
Love me
Love me
Love me
You're gonna love me

Amateurishness

Wondering how much does my ode has any effect..
Chuckle at the level of amateurishness of my writing..
Still I carry on...
Wishing the serenity..
To the hard work you do everyday..
Oblivious to your physical requirement.
Eat well..

Friday, October 16, 2009

I ask Again

Yesterday when I asked ..
I did not know why..
But have to ask you again..
With the right reason in my mind..
Although your answer may remain the same..
But I need to tell what is in my mind..
The past we have with each other..
We had good times as well as times of trial..
We are two different people..
Following different paths in professional life..
But deep inside we know the paths do converge..
Deep down inside we are the same..
Wanting the same thing..
The paths which converge..
Creates a love song by a love struck singer..
A divine poem by a innocent poet..
The greatest artwork existing in life..
In the journey we have undertaken..
We will meet plenty of good people as well as bad..
But I will be happy for you for meeting the good..
And share your sorrow of the bad..
For the place you want to be..
I will always be there, to be with you..
Giving you the support required..
If none then I will just be there at your beside..
So that you look behind and see me and realize..
There is someone who is, and will be always proud of you..
For whatever time we have been with each other...
U know as well as I..
That we are connected...
By the thread of piousness..
Unblemished in its Godliness...
In the possible funny scenario of being given no answer twice in two days..
But taking a step at a time..
I ask you again will you be more than what we are..

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

Hyperlink Search

Plenty times on writing something I feel the need to hyperlink but then I have to do a search in other tab and hyperlink. Wouldn't it be nice to have the facility of hyperlink search at the time addition itself in the same page in the same process.

Or is there a tool already present ??

Octopart

Octopart API

Search Engine for electronics part.. Api for data access and collaborate for monetization

Thursday, October 08, 2009

Honest Listener

Oh you beautiful girl..
Stressed by the ways of world..
Perturbed by so many things around..
Giving away your good heart..
Do not worry..
Pour out your heart to me..
Cause I am here, an honest listener..

Saturday, October 03, 2009

Hold My Hand : Hootie and the Blowfish

Wondering, contemplating in solitude or is it loneliness. This song surfaced suddenly from the deepest depths of my memory. Popped up just like anything and I smiled for a change.

YouTube Link

Jango Link

With a little love, and some tenderness
We'll walk upon the water
We'll rise above this mess
With a little peace, and some harmony
We'll take the world together
We'll take 'em by the hand

'Cause I've got a hand for you
'Cause I wanna run with you

Yesterday, I saw you standing there
Your head was down, your eyes were red
No comb had touched your hair
I said get up, and let me see you smile
We'll take a walk together
Walk the road awhile, 'cause

'Cause I've got a hand for you
I've got a hand for you
'Cause I wanna run with you
Won't you let me run with you? yeah

Hold my hand
Want you to hold my hand
Hold my hand
I'll take you to a place where you can be
Hold my hand
Anything you wanna be because
I wanna love you the best that, the best that I can

See I was wasted, and I was wasting time
'Till I thought about your problems, I thought about your crimes
Then I stood up, and then I screamed aloud
I don't wanna be part of your problems
Don't wanna be part of your crowd, no

'Cause I've got a hand for you
I've got a hand for you
'Cause I wanna run with you
Ah, won't you let me run with you?

Hold my hand
Want you to hold my hand
Hold my hand
I'll take you to the promised land
Hold my hand
Maybe we can't change the world but
I wanna love you the best that, the best that I can, yeah

Hold my hand
Want you to hold my hand
Hold my hand
I'll take you to a place where you can be
Hold my hand
Anything you wanna be because
I...Oh...No, No, No, No, No

Hold my hand
Want you to hold my hand
Hold my hand
I'll take you to the promised land
Hold my hand
Maybe we can't change the world but
I wanna love you the best that, best that I can
Oh, The best that I can

The World is Flat : Thomas Friedman

Finally after three years of lying in my book shelf, this book saw its day light. Now I know why people like this book. An great insight into the flat world, mostly global in approach in writing with a bit of American view point. Nevertheless a good read.

Friday, October 02, 2009

Pious in Togetherness

Pious in the togetherness..
The world of our own..
In which no one else intrudes..
Let it be my dear..
That we do not infringe..
The beauty created ..
But cherish and enjoy..
To the fullest and to contentment..

Thursday, October 01, 2009

Knowing Your Thoughts

A beautiful chilly morning..
Slept after a long while to my hearts content..
Strangely today I feel liberated...
For all I ever wanted is for us to converse..
And when I now know your mind..
I don't mind at all..
I understand you better...
Since with us there is no one else but us..
No external force..
For I understand your needs and wants and desires..
I let me tell you my dear..
You haven't made me do anything...
Which I did not wanted to do...
All I desire is that the time we have with each other...
We know each other from inside out..
With no hesitation and guilt..
No second thoughts...
No inhibition...
Wow knowing your thoughts..
Is so much better that me trying to figure it out ..

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

The Swarm - Frank Schatzing

This is not a novel but a movie.

With a little help from my friend - Beatles

Boy this was a power packed performance by Danyl Johnson.

YouTube Link

What would you think if I sang out of tune,
Would you stand up and walk out on me.
Lend me your ears and I'll sing you a song,
And I'll try not to sing out of key.
Oh I get by with a little help from my friends,
Mmm,I get high with a little help from my friends,
Mmm, I'm gonna try with a little help from my friends.

Do you need anybody?
I need somebody to love.
Could it be anybody?
I want somebody to love.

What do I do when my love is away.
(Does it worry you to be alone)
How do I feel by the end of the day
(Are you sad because you're on your own)
No, I get by with a little help from my friends,
Mmm, get high with a little help from my friends,
Mmm, gonna to try with a little help from my friends

Do you need anybody?
I need somebody to love.
Could it be anybody?
I want somebody to love.

Would you believe in a love at first sight?
Yes I'm certain that it happens all the time.
What do you see when you turn out the light?
I can't tell you, but I know it's mine.
Oh, I get by with a little help from my friends,
Mmm I get high with a little help from my friends,
Oh, I'm gonna try with a little help from my friends

Do you need anybody?
I just need someone to love.
Could it be anybody?
I want somebody to love

Oh, I get by with a little help from my friends,
Mmm, gonna try with a little help from my friends
Ooh, I get high with a little help from my friends
Yes I get by with a little help from m

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

No Second thoughts

For d fear of not getting you tomorrow..
I am hear as a hopeless but pure amateur poet..
I come to you O my love...
To praise you to my hearts content..
A moment of yours...
A glimpse of your heart..
A smile on your face..
Makes every day of mine so worth living..
All I am today..
Is a person who misses..
The warmth of your warm embrace...
The embrace which had no hesitation..
No second thoughts..

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

Thursday, September 17, 2009

Stop Dragging My Heart Around

Several versions, original or cover available. Although I haven't seen all but my limited musical receptors tell me that the one by Rob Thomas and Joss Stone has to be up there among the best.

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Baby youll come knocking on my front door
Same old line you used to use before
I said ya... well... what am I supposed to do
I didnt know what I was getting into

So youve had a little trouble in town
Now youre keeping some demons down
Stop draggin my...
Stop draggin my...
Stop draggin my heart around

Its hard to think about what youve wanted
Its hard to think about what youve lost
This doesnt have to be the big get even
This doesnt have to be anything at all

I know you really want to tell me good-bye
I know you really want to be your own girl

Baby you could never look me in the eye
Yeah you buckle with the weight of the words
Stop draggin my...
Stop draggin my...
Stop draggin my heart around

Theres people running round loose in the world
Aint got nothin better to do
Than make a meal of some bright eyed kid
You need someone looking after you

I know you really want to tell me goodbye
I know you really want to be your own girl

Baby you could never look me in the eye
Yeah you buckle with the weight of the words
Stop draggin my...
Stop draggin my...
Stop draggin my heart around

Stop draggin my heart around

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

Journey

From pious..
To repulsion..
A state of elation..
To a state of loathing..
A journey to me which makes no sense..
I will always be perturbed..
When this path was undertaken..
How can I eat..
How can I sleep..
How can I even smile..
Knowing that you are not comfortable anymore..
The only thing which you were with me was comfortable..
Now you are no more..
How did it happen..
When did it happen..
A question which troubles my soul..
Even every madness has a method..
Then what is the method which i cannot fathom..
What is the counselor which made me see u in light so bad..
All I can say is I loath my soul..
Like I have never before..
All I can do is nothing..
Cause I don't know what to rectify..
I don't know my dear...
But I like like you so much..
I cant help but get troubled by it..
N there is no peace till I get that trust back..

Monday, September 14, 2009

The Pixar Touch: David A Price, The Google Story : David A Wise

The Pixar Touch.. David A Price..The Google Story..David A Wise..Different work Ethics..Glimpses of corporate structure and battle..The journey to what they have become..Plenty to learn. Liked Pixar Touch better for it revealed more and google being google, the book also behaved liked one. Some day just some day within my limitations when I know, something will come up, something shall get created defined by neither of the work ethics but by the notion of love, romance and music. Confused with the characteristic of my vision but the time shall come when it will be done.

Wednesday, September 09, 2009

The Call: Regina Skeptor

Ain't it true. The thought provoked, the emotion stated confluence to create a hope. A battle of everyday life.Overcoming weariness, lost on translation. But we stand ground amidst the ruins of change to create and influence by the childlike radiance inside us. Is it not the time to fight back than to give up. Embracing the past and the future when the channels get created. This my friend is romance

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It started out as a feeling
Which then grew into a hope
Which then turned into a quiet thought
Which then turned into a quiet word

And then that word grew louder and louder
'Til it was a battle cry

I'll come back
When you call me
No need to say goodbye

Just because everything's changing
Doesn't mean it's never
Been this way before

All you can do is try to know
Who your friends are
As you head off to the war

Pick a star on the dark horizon
And follow the light

You'll come back
When it's over
No need to say good bye

You'll come back
When it's over
No need to say good bye

Now we're back to the beginning
It's just a feeling and no one knows yet
But just because they can't feel it too
Doesn't mean that you have to forget

Let your memories grow stronger and stronger
'Til they're before your eyes

You'll come back
When they call you
No need to say good bye

You'll come back
When they call you
No need to say good bye

Monday, September 07, 2009

To Love You

Why it happened I don't know..
But it happened..
I tried not to...
But Still I fell in love with you..
It seemed you liked me too..
All the time the only thing I tried..
All the time the only thing I thought about...
That you feel happy too..
All the time I made sure that you are most COMFORTABLE..
N Somehow now u feel otherwise..
Only if I knew...
Why ??..
Only If I knew where did I go wrong..
I don't even know what to do..
But hopefully some day you will feel about me too..
Cause I cherish you my lady...
And I like like you from the purest of my heart..
Which has no fault and no blame..
My feelings for you ..
Emancipate from the part of my heart with no other intent but to love you..


Saturday, August 29, 2009

Fool

What a repulsion I am..
A character worth invisible..
Rather than acceptable..
All the time...
You had it your ways..
My feeling to you is not worth considering..
But here I am..
Like a fool, loving you like no one else would..

Thursday, August 27, 2009

Touch of Your Cloak

It always puzzles me..
Why you resist me your hard..
Just a touch of your cloak..
Is what I was bestowed upon..
Although I am parched..
And thirst million times more..
But I am happy to have managed to obtain
Just a shadow of yours..
Coz I know for those who are angelic..
Can heal just by the touch of there goodwill..

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

Luck

Like a Headless Chicken..
I move around...
Panged by my desires unknown..
The call I make..
Has no response..
Makes the light inside me flicker..
Only to make it burn even brighter..
The plans in which, I have no part..
Hopefully the luck of chance will prove me wrong..

Monday, August 17, 2009

Blowin' In The Wind: Katie Melua

A legendary song by a legendary musician. Covered by Katie Melua. Liked the version for several reason but leave it to you to find your own reason :)

YouTube Link

Blowin' In The Wind

How many roads must a man walk down
Before you call him a man?
Yes, 'n' how many seas must a white dove sail
Before she sleeps in the sand?
Yes, 'n' how many times must the cannon balls fly
Before they're forever banned?
The answer, my friend, is blowin' in the wind,
The answer is blowin' in the wind.

How many years can a mountain exist
Before it's washed to the sea?
Yes, 'n' how many years can some people exist
Before they're allowed to be free?
Yes, 'n' how many times can a man turn his head,
Pretending he just doesn't see?
The answer, my friend, is blowin' in the wind,
The answer is blowin' in the wind.

How many times must a man look up
Before he can see the sky?
Yes, 'n' how many ears must one man have
Before he can hear people cry?
Yes, 'n' how many deaths will it take till he knows
That too many people have died?
The answer, my friend, is blowin' in the wind,
The answer is blowin' in the wind.

Thursday, August 13, 2009

Destiny

Something which we left way back...
For in our heart we could not keep track...
Its now time to create the pack...

For the hour is so near...
That I Fear...
The moment not seized now...
Will be lost forever ...

We went through so many talk..
But are unable to walk...
Why I ask my soul...
For who did we do all so...

Who do I fear shall I ask...
For are we not the dreamers..
In love with a notion...

Here I come to tell..
That the things lost will be regained..
One by One...
Piece by Piece...
Inch by Inch...
There will be a forward march...
But not a slow one...
For our rate will beat up the giant leaps..

For the time has come...
For us to get what we want...
No more driven by fate...
No more slowed by our own inadequacies..
But simply getting what we desire...
For their is nothing wrong in wanting...
Nothing wrong in doing everything to get it...
And we will surprise ourself with execution..

Why you may ask ??
The sudden urge such as these...
Simple ....
For me time is running out...
N I shall not sit back....
But create my own destiny...

Yes this is what it is going to be...
Our destiny...
Now is the time to move ahead...
Not to hope things happen...
But MAKE things happen...

You will see the results in coming weeks....
Nah not in coming week ...
But just a week....

Monday, August 10, 2009

Pieces Of You : Jewel

Not the typical of lyrics inspired post but more so because on a Monday morning her voice refreshed me and the ease of the style of singing was calming. Irony that the lyrics may actually not suggest so.

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She's an ugly girl, does it make you want to kill her?
She's an ugly girl, do you want to kick in her face?
She's an ugly girl, she doesn't pose a threat.
She's an ugly girl, does she make you feel safe?
Ugly girl, ugly girl, do you hate her
'Cause she's pieces of you?
She's a pretty girl, does she make you think nasty thoughts?
She's a pretty girl, do you want to tie her down?
She's a pretty girl, do you call her a bitch?
She's a pretty girl, did she sleep with your whole town?
Pretty girl, pretty girl, do you hate her
'Cause she's pieces of you?
You say he's a faggot, does it make you want to hurt him?
You say he's a faggot, do you want to bash in his brain?
You say he's a faggot, does he make you sick to our stomach?
You say he's a faggot, are you afraid you're just the same?
Faggot, Faggot, do you hate him
'Cause he's pieces of you?
You say he's a Jew, does it mean that he's tight?
You say he's a Jew, do you want to hurt his kids tonight?
You say he's a Jew, he'll never wear that funny hat again.
You say he's a Jew, as though being born were a sin.
Oh Jew, oh Jew, do you hate him
'Cause he's pieces of you?

Friday, July 31, 2009

When The Heartache Ends: Rob Thomas

Sitting alone on a friday evening. Wondering what my life has become. The darkness outside gets overshadowed by the darkness inside. When did me started to lose the joy. Too many mistakes I have started to make. The path downhill is the only path I see. The man in the mirror I don't know. And you Rob Thomas just distracts me for a while reminding that no matter what happens the music remains, be it joy, be it sorrow, be it in loneliness, be it with your blessed friends. Thank You.

YouTube Link

"When The Heartache Ends"

It's never easy and you never know
What leaves you crying
And what makes you whole
There ain't no way that I can hold it down
Falling to pieces
Forever in doubt

But it's alright
Why don't you tell me again
How you'll still be there
When the heartache ends
It's alright
Why don't you tell me my friend
How you'll still be there
When the heartache ends

There ain't nobody who can show you how
To find the surface when you're underground
There ain't no blanket that can hide this cold
There ain't no memory
That ever gets old

And I move all directions
To the corners and the outskirts
While the lovers and the lonely
Start to whisper all about me
And if I stand here silent
I almost start to feel you fading in
Telling me hold on
Cuz it's gonna be alright

Say you'll be with me
When the heartache ends

Thursday, July 09, 2009

Quote: Umberto Eco

I have come to believe that the whole world is an enigma, a harmless enigma that is made terrible by our own mad attempt to interpret it as though it had an underlying truth. - Umberto Eco

Too much effort in understanding we waste on something which will never get revealed. Realization to be in awe and then carry on, only if we can.

Quote: Maya Angelou

"We allow our ignorance to prevail upon us and make us think we can survive alone, alone in patches, alone in groups, alone in races, even alone in genders." Maya Angelou

The fact we try and avoid but come to haunt us every time for we cannot

Dancing by Elisa

Dancing by Elisa. Some songs are good. Some are beautifully meaningful. Some are emotionally charging. But just sometimes when one feels nothing more could be made right about the song. Someone comes with an interpretation which gives you goosebumps to your soul. Here is the thing by Lacey and Cameron. See for yourself and let thou be glided into "Your" river of hidden passionate self.


Time is gonna take my mind
and carry it far away where I can fly
The depth of life will dim my temptation to live for you
If I were to be alone silence would rock my tears
'cause it's all about love and I know better
How life is a waving feather

So I put my arms around you around you
And I know that I believe and soon
My eyes are on you they're on you
And you see that I can't stop shaking

No, I won't step back but I'll look down to hide from your eyes
'cause what I feel is so sweet and I'm scared that even my own breath
Oh could burst it if it were a bubble
And I'd better dream if I have to struggle

So I put my arms around you around you
And I hope that I will do no wrong
My eyes are on you they're on you
And I hope that you won't hurt me

I'm dancing in the room as if I was in the woods with you
No need for anything but music
Music's the reason why I know time still exists
Time still exists
Time still exists
Time still exists

So I just put my arms around you around you
And I hope that I will do no wrong
My eyes are on you they're on you
And I hope that you won't hurt me
my arms around you they're around you
And I hope that I will do no wrong
My eyes are on you they're on you
they're on you

My eyes

Wednesday, July 08, 2009

#40 SAGA Continues

Finally I decided today the time has come to start to office..
Using the mode with which I have some joyous memory..
The faithful servant, friend and partner...
To only realize that it has been defiled...
Another day for me to realize that somebody has sucked away the life giving fluid..
And didn't even had the decency to leave it in a state that it can be repaired..
With the petrol pipe cut into a half..
I started my journey to restore it in a workable state...
Being frustrated to my core...
Probably consoling myself with thoughts of Scott Adams that to even out the good happening to millions...
Somebody got to suffer.. What if it has to be me every time..

During time like these only, one realizes the 0.01 degree of slope..
The simple maths which the architects of road got it wrong..
A little effort and the serenity of 0 degrees could have been maintained..
What difference it brings if it is the downward slope..

Pushing around my beast with eyes all around laughing at me for my state..
Cant Complain.. For a man rides a donkey the other way around is never the same..

Information flowing in that the magician who heals is just a 200 mtrs ahead...
Only to realize with every 200 mtr that it is actually 200 mtr from here...
So the 200 mtr converted to 2 km...

I finally reached the magician to whom I had been before ...
Only to see him smirking n telling me...
See I told you before to make yourself secure...
Prevention is always better than cure..
I said...just get it working for I am deaf...
I have never listened to anyone whose advise will or may work...
I prefer the hard way...
For somehow I have an affinity towards my doom which cannot be changed...

When I finally got on to my shiny red vehicle...
I thought things should finally look bright...
Only to realize after avoiding 3 accidents with a bicycle a bike and car...
I am a person who gets overwhelmed by thoughts..
A stream of past starts flashing before my eye...
And the future words which will construct a story starts forming in my head...

Now finally in office those words have come together to form incoherent sentences...
After sweating it out in Bangalore weather (Yes Bangalore weather)..
I realize and I tell you...
For tomorrow I may or may not exist..
But the saga of House #40 Koramangala will live on..

Monday, July 06, 2009

Moments

For the moments you were there..
Life turned so beautiful..
Hardly I was able to do..
The thing I wanted to do to you..
Hardly I was able to keep you in my arms..
Like I would love to..
But O you beautiful one..
Allow me to come to you today..
For I will love you..
Like No one has ever loved anyone before..

Friday, July 03, 2009

Orange Sky: Alexi Murdoch

Probably the lyrics and the slow moving music hit me during the time when my thoughts are complex. But a song of love, hope or something else

YouTube Link

But I got more so influenced and overwhelmed by the video below. The flow of the movement with the music is romantic and gorgeous. Combining the three most romantic thing in the world, dance, music and lyrics. Giving a sense of joy and freedom which makes you believe at least there are some things in the world not so bad. Somethings which one can always go through again and again and be happy.

Benji and Lacey

Well I had a dream
I stood beneath an orange sky
Yes I had a dream
I stood beneath an orange sky
With my brother standing by
With my brother standing by
I said brother, you know you know
it's a long road we've been walking on,
brother you know it is, you know it is
such a long road we've been walking on

And I had a dream
I stood beneath an orange sky
With my sister standing by
With my sister standing by
I said Sister, here is what I know now
Here is what I know now
Goes like this..
In your love, my salvation lies
In your love, my salvation lies
In your love, my salvation lies
In your love, in your love, in your love

But sister you know I’m so weary
And you know sister
My hearts been broken
Sometimes, sometimes
My mind is too strong to carry on
Too strong to carry on

When I am alone
When I’ve thrown off the weight of this crazy stone
When I've lost all care for the things I own
That's when I miss you, that's when I miss you, that's when I miss you
You are my home
You are my home
And here is what I know now
Here is what I know now
Goes like this..
In your love, my salvation lies
In your love, my salvation lies
In your love, my salvation lies
In your love, my salvation lies
In your love, my salvation lies
In your love, my salvation lies
In your love, my salvation lies
In your love, in your love, in your love

Well I had a dream
I stood beneath an orange sky
Yes I had a dream
I stood beneath an orange sky
With my brother and my sister standing by
With my brother and my sister standing by
With my brother and my sister standing

Monday, June 29, 2009

Dream

I woke up today..
Looking for someone at my beside..
The absence of whom..
Made me realize ..
That its better to go back to my dreams..
Where you were being cradled in my embrace..
What a beautiful dream it was..
Make me desire to not wake up at all..
I miss you girl..
I miss you in my arms..

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

I am Joker

The day is long..
The day is harsh..
For you give your best..
To do justice to what you do..
Cause thats the right thing to do..
And that is what defines you..
In the effort you keep your cool..
And if ever you need to smile..
And it seem it is hard to come by..
Connect to me..
For I am joker who will ensure..
The smile is always there..

Halo: Beyonce

Why tell me why I like chick music. But somehow I do and this song is an example for that. Unfortunately lyrics is completely chick in nature.

YouTube Link

Remember those walls I built
Well, baby they're tumbling down
And they didn't even put up a fight
They didn't even make up a sound

I found a way to let you in
But I never really had a doubt
Standing in the light of your halo
I got my angel now

It's like I've been awakened
Every rule I had you breakin'
It's the risk that I'm takin'
I ain't never gonna shut you out

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace

You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away

I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo

Hit me like a ray of sun
Burning through my darkest night
You're the only one that I want
Think I'm addicted to your light

I swore I'd never fall again
But this don't even feel like falling
Gravity can't forget
To pull me back to the ground again

Feels like I've been awakened
Every rule I had you breakin'
The risk that I'm takin'
I'm never gonna shut you out

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace

You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away

I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo

I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
Halo, halo

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace

You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away

I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo

I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo

Second Chance : Shinedown

A beautiful rock number. Got introduced by a friend in US and the words "Sometimes goodbye is a second chance, Here is my chance, This is my chance" got me hooked.

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My eyes are open wide
By the way I made it through the day
I watch the world outside
By the way I'm leaving out today

I just saw Haley's Comet, she waved
Said, "Why are you always running in place?"
Even the man in the moon disappeared
Somewhere in the stratosphere

Tell my mother, tell my father I've done the best I can
To make them realize this is my life, I hope they understand
I'm not angry, I'm just saying
Sometimes goodbye is a second chance

Please don't cry one tear for me
I'm not afraid of what I have to say
This is my one and only voice
So listen close, it's only for today

I just saw Haley's Comet, she waved
Said, "Why are you always running in place?"
Even the man in the moon disappeared
Somewhere in the stratosphere"

Tell my mother, tell my father I've done the best I can
To make them realize this is my life, I hope they understand
I'm not angry, I'm just saying
Sometimes goodbye is a second chance

Here is my chance
This is my chance

Tell my mother, tell my father I've done the best I can
To make them realize this is my life, I hope they understand
I'm not angry, I'm just saying
Sometimes goodbye is a second chance
Sometimes goodbye is a second chance
Sometimes goodbye is a second chance

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

Quote: Franklin D. Roosevelt

"The only limit to our realization of tomorrow will be our doubts of today.": Franklin D. Roosevelt

Is this a deterrent to do want one wants to, to pursuit ones dream

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

Listening a virtue

Listening a virtue..
I thought which I had under control..
But it seems..
The action is disconnected..
More so driven by the desire..
I am not perfect..
I am no superman..
But here I am who I am..
Drowned in your beauty..
Dipped in your wisdom..
Drunk in your emancipating wonders..
I try and will try again..
Till I succeed in matching your perfection..

Tuesday, June 02, 2009

Quote: Herodotus

Death is a delightful hiding place for weary men. ~Herodotus

A promise which no man or woman can take away from you

Quote: Mark Gorkin

"For the phoenix to rise from the ashes, one must know the pain to transform the fire to burning desire." -- Mark Gorkin,

Well said!! an anthem for burnouts.

Monday, June 01, 2009

How Will I

Such a joy is to see you smile..
Light up the environment brighter than the brightest light..
Such a joy is just to see you for a while..
For you are angel personified..
And silly as I am..
I manage to do otherwise..
Perturb you for reasons undignified..
How will I ever be able to forgive myself..
For providing anything less than the joy..
Is an offense unfathomable and unforgivable in my mind...
But all I can say is that I will try..
For the guilt of mine is getting too much even for an ass like mine..

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

Chord of Your Heart

If anyone is not perfect..
It has to be me..
With all my shortcomings..
With all my stupidity..
I hope you that you will have patience...
Which will not run out..
For you are the perfection of Gods creation..
Beautiful hair..
Intoxication smell..
Carved out body..
Oh you are the best ..
And I seek your forgiveness..
For you know what..
I hope I am still able to play some hidden chord of your heart..

Monday, May 18, 2009

Touch Your Cloak

Rubbing your eyes to welcome the day...
You wake up stretching your legs..
Unknown to you is what is in store..
The divinity in you shall shine through..
Me as a worshiper..
Can only wonder in hope...
Will I be able to touch your cloak

Monday, May 11, 2009

Quote

“A brook would lose its song if God removed the rocks.”

Thursday, May 07, 2009

Quote: T. E. Lawrence

“All men dream; but not equally. Those who dream by night in the dusty recesses of their minds wake in the day to find that it was vanity; but the dreamers of the day are dangerous men, for they may act out their dreams with open eyes, to make it possible.” - T. E. Lawrence

Wednesday, May 06, 2009

A Moment of Silence

Things are not always right..
Tomorrow is not always bright..
In times of tribulation..
Having you is a jubilation..
A moment of silence with you...
Is better than a million moment of conversation with any other..

Thursday, April 30, 2009

Unknown Angel

Hand on the Wall

Simple N Sweet

Reaxing Angel

Life the ZING

Since the things are now under control..
The first thing I desire is to cheer myself on the roll..
The free mind drifts to one thing..
The one which gave my life the zing..
Is the ode to my sweet kid..
Who just by her words kept me in the gig..
I bow to you O heavenly one..
For you gave my life an everlasting pomp.

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

Quote: Neil Gaiman

“Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.” Neil Gaiman

Thursday, April 16, 2009

Sabse Peeche Hum Khade : Silk Route

All I can say is WOW, with a smile on my face and drops of tear which does not fall.

YouTube Link

Zaara naazar uthake dekho
Baithe hai hum yahi
Bekhabar mujhse kyon ho?
Itne boore bhi hum nahin

Zamane ki baaton mein uljho na
Hai yeh aasaan janana
Khud se jo agar tum poocho
Hai hum tumhare ke nahi
Teri aankhon ka jaadu
Poori duniya pe hai
Duniya ki iss bheed main
Sabse peeche hum khade

Mehfile aayi aur gayi
Log aaye aur gaye
Tum jo aaj aaye ho
Dil mein ho bas gaye

Muskurake baat taalo na
Phir miloge jo kahin
Dekhana yahi kahoge
Itne boore the hum nahi

Teri aankhon ka jaadu
poori duniya pe hai
Duniya ki is bheed mein
sabse peeche hum khade

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

Ek Meetha Marz: Mohit Chauhan

A beautiful and melodious one by Mohit Chauhan suited for relaxed atmosphere topped with a whiskey in hand :)

YouTube Link

Chhalake Palko Ke Pichhe Chhalake Tanha Aansu Koyi
Teri Yaad Jab Sataaye Woh Chhalake Chhalaka Jaaye Yuun Hi
Iss Had Ki Jo Hai Sihaayi Sun Mere Aansu Se Hai Bani
Mera Dard Bhi Tu Hi Hai, Jaana Hai Dawa Tu Meri
Ek Mitha Marz Dene, Aana Tum Yuun Hi
Ik Dawa Ka Karz Dene Aana Tum Yuun Hi
Suni Suni Raaton Mein, Khoye Khoye Khaabon Mein
Aana, Aana Yuun Hi
Ek Mitha Marz Dene, Aana Tum Yuun Hi
Ik Dawa Ka Karz Dene Aana Tum Yuun Hi


Tum Jo Nahi Toh Jindagi Ke Andhiyaare Roshan Nahi
Tum Jo Nahi Toh Jindagi Ki Taswiron Mein Rang Nahi
Chanda Nahi.. Suraj Nahi.., Jo Tu Nahi Kuchh Bhi Nahi
Thodi Chaandani Lutaane Aana Tum Yuun Hi
Thodi Dhup Chhidak Jaane Aana Tum Yuun Hi

Tum Jo Nahi Toh Meri Sukhi Hai Gazal, Koyi Sur Nahi
Tum Jo Nahi Toh Meri Suni Hai Dagar, Manzil Nahi
Tum Jo Nahi Toh Mere Rukhe Naino Mein Kaajal Nahi
Tum Jo Nahi Toh Mere Paanv Baje Paayal Nahi
Saawan Nahi, Bhaadon Nahi
Jo Tum Nahi Kuchh Bhi Nahi
Ek Mitha Marz Dene, Aana Tum Yuun Hi
Ik Dawa Ka Karz Dene Aana Tum Yuun Hi
Suni Suni Raaton Mein, Khoye Khoye Khaabon Mein
Aana, Aana Yuun Hi
Ek Mitha Marz Dene Hmm Mm Mm Mm Mm
Ik Dawa Ka Karz Dene Hmm Mm Mm Mm Mm
(Chhalake Palko Ke Pichhe Chhalake Tanha Aansu Koyi
Teri Yaad Jab Sataaye Woh Chhalake Chhalaka Jaaye Yuun Hi) - (2)

Tuesday, April 07, 2009

I will always be There

The harder you try..
That my feeling should not fly..
But the truth is my love..
My passion is as pure as a dove..
Whose brightness is driven from inner self..
Which gets better with time as an old wine in the shelf..
So my love..
You can run as much as you can...
Look behind...
I will always be there

Friday, April 03, 2009

Sorry for Being such a Trouble

Such a pain is to hear you say..
That this mortal being has troubled you so much..
Oh mighty angel I know your affection is not easily earned..
But may be I have overdone and crossed the limit of what they call decency..
What can I say more...
I have the guilt..
Even so I have the desire to be your shadow even more..
Will I or wont I..
Its that I can never know..
But all I can say my actions..
My words have been blinded by my feeling for you..
Sorry for being such a trouble..

Thursday, April 02, 2009

Oscars

A Monday Morning...
The beginning of new week..
A new promise...
The oscar's running..
I have only one category in mind..
In which there is only one vying for the top prize...
To be the best and the cutest gal of all time..
And it goes to one and the only one..
And That is you ..

Monday, March 30, 2009

Beautiful Blessing

Fresh from a long night sleep..
Driven by the satisfaction of your time..
After having the time of worship..
I realize the beautiful blessing I have..
That is you..
I praise thee oh You beautiful heavenly creature..
For giving me the peace which I seek..

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

Love Bite

Since I hardly slept last night...
So I thought to wake you up with a bite..
Firstly don't worry I am all right..
Not to give you a fright..
But to give you an indelible love bite..
This amateurish poet writes..
A song as free as a playful kite..
To soar and reach unknown heights..
For you to me: was, is and will always be right..

Monday, March 23, 2009

Quote: Albert Camus

"You will never be happy if you continue to search for what happiness consists of. You will never live if you are looking for the meaning of life.": Albert Camus

I think its referring towards me getting royally screwed..

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

Quote: Dan Zadra

"Worry is a misuse of imagination." Dan Zadra

Indeed...Indeed...I wonder how much of a misuse is done by us..

Sing Out A Song

A moment with you is better ..
Better that moment with any other..
An In that single single moment..
I feel all the happiness of the world..
Takes away all the pain, sorrow and sufferings..
And in those moments..
I sing out a song..
Sing out a song to your name..
Singing I love you girl..
I Miss you girl..
I love you girl..
Thank You for being there..

Monday, March 16, 2009

Her Company

Such is her simplicity..
She says thanks sometimes...
Sometimes she says it to me..
Her kind words reflect an even kinder character...
The truth being its only me who should be thankful..
Thankful and Lucky to be in her company..

Friday, March 13, 2009

Charms My Soul

I wonder..
Why do I feel happy when I am with you..
Why the ecstasy in your presence..
Why my heart jumps around by just thinking about you...
Then I realize..
That definitely its not because of me...
But its your charisma...
which charms my soul...

Thursday, March 12, 2009

Thankful

Lucky is not I have always been..
Of late my luck has been green..
For there is someone who cares..
Some who takes troubles..
Even when the requirement is none..
Feeds me...
Dresses up for me...
Gives me her time...
Likes me ...
Makes love to me...
And somewhere hidden is the love for me..
Oh my angel let the grace of yours may never diminish...
Thankful is what I can only be ...

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

Quote : Christopher Hampton

Asking a working writer what he thinks about critics is like asking a lamppost how it feels about dogs: Christopher Hampton

Hilarious ....

Monday, March 09, 2009

More Than I Deserve

Happiness is what everyone pursues..
Trying hard to fill those shoes..
It is a mystery which gets revealed...
Over time peel by peel..
To me it was like a gust of wind..
Which blew away my soul..
Flying me to heights unknown..
I thank thee for giving me more than I deserve..

Sunday, March 08, 2009

My Own

She lays beside...
Dreaming so peacefully..
This moment she is alone...
In her own world where she escapes...

Her hair wilder than her wild spirit..
Her breast rises and fall with every breathe..
Her posture is of unknown defiance...
Her stillness...
Her actions in this state..
Are like a murmuring brook...
Creating ripples at its shore...

Her presence is like a music..
A beautiful song...
The most melodious one I have ever heard...
Gives me creeps..
Gives me joy...
Makes me fall deep into slumber...
She is like a song to be heard again and again...

She denies, for she is in denial..
She denies for she is afraid...
She denies for she is a free spirit..
She cannot deny for once...
That we are something together..
The nomenclature of which does not exist..

I carry her in my body ...
I carry her everywhere
And I carry her essence in my soul...
She is like a wind...
Blowing across in its own grandeur...
But I get garrulous
For I desire her to be own and only my own..

Thursday, March 05, 2009

Will You??

The day dedicated to love...
For those who are in love...
For those hoping to be in love..
To celebrate the joy which is called love..

The day when the rose moving around in back pocket...
Passes to someone else's back pocket...
Half of them not knowing whether it will be there tomorrow...
Still the fear is not great enough to stop..

For the one who fear cannot begin...
A creation can always go wrong...
For sometimes it is good to believe..
Sometimes its better to have faith than none..
Thus the negativity do not deter me ...
From asking you this..

That today
Will you be mine...
Mine as a girl is for boy...
Will you be my girl..

Wednesday, March 04, 2009

At Her Beside

She sits..
She watches..
She brings together her brow..
Being affected by the sentiment..
Which is getting displayed in the front...

Her little toes are out of the sheet
Saying hello with discreet
Her finger crosses each other...
Displaying the focus she portrays...

Her hair is well kept...
Flowing with passion abreast..
The top which sticks on her skin...
Showing the perfection she IS..

Sometimes she gapes with her mouth open..
The pout in the depth of which I would prefer to dive..

In all the process...
Sometimes..
Just sometimes she gets distracted...
By the attention seeking useless creature..
At her beside...

Saturday, February 28, 2009

Quot: Martin Fraquhar Tupper

Well-timed silence hath more eloquence than speech. Martin Fraquhar Tupper

Hmmmmm....Isn't silence no more the so called virtue in todays world..

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

Quote: Mahatma Gandhi

Indolence is a delightful but distressing state; we must be doing something to be happy. Mahatma Gandhi

He is great. Whatever he says is so simple and logical yet so disturbing and difficult.

Monday, February 23, 2009

Do It Again: Stroke 9

I don't how I got this song, but listening to it was refreshing. A peppy number with a feel good spirit ending with an anti climax for the punch. But a decent song and definitely decent enough to be in ones play list. Unfortunately I did not find any good video of this song on youtube. So leave it to you all to explore.

"Do It Again"

You Instantly awakened my imagination
Old fashioned infatuation
I can be anything that you want me to be
And you can have me in every position that you dreamed
I know you've got a wild streak
You're a freak
You're alone in your bed with graphic images in your head

Let me do what I want to do with you
Let me tie you down pick you up and
Flip you all around
Let me tell you how sexy you are
As I'm going down on you in the car
If feeling this good is a sin
Let's do it all over again.

Just when I thought this might get boring
Wake me up in the morning by pouring
Honey on my body and licking it off
You're taking me to concerts and you're taking off your top
I know you've got a wild streak
You're a freak
Then you're back in our room with the bride and the groom

This is it
This is great
This is what I always wanted
Where do we go from here?
That's the question of the year
I think you're fine
I think you're hot
This is what I always dreamed of
The one thing I forgot
Was to get to know you

Quote: Julia Sorel

If you're never scared or embarrassed or hurt, it means you never take any chances. : Julia Sorel

Yeah ... Isn't it.. Unfortunately in some cases.. You are meant to only get scared, embarrassed or hurt.

Friday, February 20, 2009

Suraj Ek Chanda Ek

I have no idea why but somehow I got the link of this video and in a way I was ecstatic

YouTube Link

mmmm mmmm
hind desh... mmm huhu... hum sabhee.... ek hain... tara ra ra raaa
bhashaa anek hain
mmmm mmmm bhasha anek hain.... mmmm mmmmm

yeh anek kya hain didi ?
anek yani bahut saare....
bahut saare, kya bahut saare?
acha, batatee hoon...
suraj ek...
chanda ek.....
taare anek....
taroN ko anek bhi kehte hain ?????
nahi nahi !!

dekho phir se
suraj ek, chanda ek, ek ek ek karke taare bane anek....

theek se samjhao naa didi
dekho dekho ek gilahari

peeche peeche anek gilahariyan

ek thithli, ..... ek aur thithali......
ek ek ek karke ho gayee ab, anek thithliyaaN...
samajhgaya didi
ek ungli, anek ungliyaan
haaan,
didi didi woh dekho anek chidiyan...
anek chidiyoN ki kahani sunoge ....
haan haan

aa aa aaa,
ek chidiya, ek ek karke anek chidiya....
dana chugne aayee chidiyan .....
chorus : didi humen bhi sunaonaa.......
tho suno phirse...

ek chidiya, anek chidiyaN
dana chugne baith gayee thi .....
hai raam, par wahan byaadh ne ek jaal bhijaya tha...
byaadh, byaadh kaun didi ?
byaadh ... chidiya pakadne wala
"phir kya hua didi, byaadhne unhe pakad liya, maar daala... "
un..huh...
Himmat se gar jute rahe to
chote ho par, mile rahe tho
bada kaam bhi hove bhaiya..
bada kaam bhi hove bhaiya ...
ek..do..theen..
Chaturrr cidiyaaN, sayaani chidiyaaN
miljul kar, jaal le kar, bhaagee chidiyan
furrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
door, ek gaaon ke paas, chidiyon ke dost, chuhe rahte the....
aur unhone, chidiyonkaa jaal, kaat diya.........
tho dekha ki tumne, anek, sirf ek hojate hain tho kaisa mazaa aata hain
didi main bataoon...
HO GAYE EK ...
BAN GAYEE TAKAT..
BAN GAYEE HIMMAT...
didi agar hum ek ho jaayen to bada kaam kar sakte hain?
haan haan, kyon nahi ...
to is ped ke aam bhi thod sakte hain ???
haan, thod sakte hain, par jugat lagani hogi ...

achaa, eh jugat, wah... bada mazaa ayegaa..
hind desh ke niwasi sabhi jana ek hain, -2
rang-roop vesh-bhaasha chaahe anek hain -2
ek-anek... ek-anek...
suraj ek, chanda ek, taare anek,
ek titli, anek titaliyaaN
ek gilhari , anek gilhariyaaN
ek chidiyan, ek ek... anek chidiyaan
bela gulab juhi champa chameli..... -2
phool hain anek kintu mala phir ek hai ...-2

Are You Going to finish Strong: Nick Vujicic

I am speechless. Thanks to sids.

Nick Vujicic has no arms or legs but has come to terms with his lot in life and he delivers an inspirational speech to these school kids that they will probably never forget.


Video Link

Monday, February 16, 2009

Quote: Margaret Cho

"Maybe I wanted to hear it so badly that my ears betrayed my mind in order to secure my heart.": Margaret Cho

So true ...So true...Happens more often than not...:)

Friday, February 06, 2009

Shake you body: Jackson 5

Deviating from the general dark, broody, soulful songs which I prefer to put on my blog. Here is one with a difference. Somehow felt like putting it up :)

YouTube Link

I don't know whats going happen to you baby
But I do know that I love ya
You walk around this town with your head all up in the sky
And I do know that I want ya

Let's dance, let's shout
Shake you body down to the ground
Let's dance, let's shout
Shake you body down to the ground
Let's dance, let's shout
Shake you body down to the ground
Let's dance, let's shout
Shake you body down to the ground

You tease me with your loving to play hard to get
Cause you do know that I want ya
You walk around this town with your head all up in the sky
And I do know that I want ya

Let's dance, let's shout
Shake you body down to the ground
Let's dance, let's shout
Shake you body down to the ground
Let's dance, let's shout
Shake you body down to the ground
Let's dance, let's shout
Shake you body down to the ground

You are the spark that lit the fire inside of me
And you know that I love it
I need to do just something to get closer to your soul
And you do know that I want ya

Let's dance, let's shout
Shake you body down to the ground
Let's dance, let's shout
Shake you body down to the ground
Let's dance, let's shout
Shake you body down to the ground
Let's dance, let's shout
Shake you body down to the ground

Tuesday, February 03, 2009

Under The Bridge: RHCP

I got referred via the tweet of Mala. An amazing song with so many versions giving away the fact that how much it has been liked. You pick and choose which one you like. An amazing song with an even more brilliant lyrics. Amazing. An anthem for a lonely soul. Amazing.

YouTubeLink

Sometimes I feel
Like I dont have a partner
Sometimes I feel
Like my only friend
Is the city I live in
The city of angel
Lonely as I am
Together we cry

I drive on her streets
cause shes my companion
I walk through her hills
cause she knows who I am
She sees my good deeds
And she kisses me windy
I never worry
Now that is a lie

I dont ever want to feel
Like I did that day
Take me to the place I love
Take me all the way

Its hard to believe
That theres nobody out there
Its hard to believe
That Im all alone
At least I have her love
The city she loves me
Lonely as I am
Together we cry

I dont ever want to feel
Like I did that day
Take me to the place I love
Take me all the way

Under the bridge downtown
Is where I drew some blood
Under the bridge downtown
I could not get enough
Under the bridge downtown
Forgot about my love
Under the bridge downtown
I gave my life away

Quote: Cesare Pavese

"The only joy in the world is to begin." Cesare Pavese

Creation...A big High :)

Sunday, February 01, 2009

Quote: Wilson Mizner

A good listener is not only popular everywhere, but after a while he knows something. Wilson Mizner

Popular...hmm....I doubt...

Saturday, January 31, 2009

What Can I do : Corrs

Sometimes while surfing through the multitude of information and ocean of beautiful music. You are just reminded of a music which makes you smile. Something you have heard so many times but suddenly you pay attention to reverberation in your ears and the meaning of the words. And even more so if lyrics suddenly seems meaningful in a positive way. Here is the song which did exactly that to me

YouTube Link

I haven't slept at all in days
It's been so long since we've talked
And I have been here many times
I just don't know what I'm doing wrong

What can I do to make you love me
What can I do to make you care
What can I say to make you feel this
What can I do to get you there

There's only so much I can take
And I just got to let it go
And who knows I might feel better
If I don't try and I don't hope

What can I do to make you love me
What can I do to make you care
What can I say to make you feel this
What can I do to get you there

No more waiting, No more aching
No more fighting, No more trying

Maybe there's nothing more to say
And in a funny way I'm calm
Because the power is not mine
I'm just gonna let it fly

What can I do to make you love me
What can I do to make you care
What can I say to make you feel this
What can I do to get you there

Love me..

Friday, January 23, 2009

O re Piya: Rahat Fateh Ali Khan: Aaja Nachle

An Amazing Song. Enhances the mood one is in. Be it happy or sad, it just galvanizes and add to the thoughts one might be thinking at that moment

YouTube Link

O re piya haye..
O re piya haye..
O re piya haye..

Udne laga kyon man baawla re
Aaya kahan se yeh hosla re
O re piya haye..
O re piya haye..

Tanabana tanabana bunti hawaa haaye bunti hawa
Boondein bhi to aaye nahi baaz yahan

Sagish mein shaamil sara jahan hai
Har zare zare ki yeh iltiza hai

O re Piya
O re Piya haye..
O re piya haye..
O re Piya

ni re ,re re ga
ga ga ma
ma ma pa
pa ma ga re sa
sa re re sa
ga ga re
ma ma ga
pa pa ma
dha dha pa
ni ni sa sa pa
pa sa ma pa dha ni sa ni
re ni sa sa sa.. . . . ..

Nazrein bolen duniya bole
dil ki zaban haaye dil ki zubaan
Ishq maange ishq chahe koi toofan

Chalna aahiste ishq naya hai
Pehla yeh vada humne kiya hai

O re piya haye..
O re piya haye..
O re piya
Piyaaaaa....

yehhh piya

Nange pairo pe angaro
chalti rahi haaye chalti rahi
Lagta hai ke gairo mein
Palti rahi haaye
le chal wahan jo
Mulk tera hai
Jahil zamana
dushman mera hai

haaye

O re piya haye..
O re piya haye..
O re piya haye..
O re piya haye..
O re piya haye..

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

Quote: Anais Nin

"Anxiety is love's greatest killer. It makes others feel as you might when a drowning man holds on to you. You want to save him, but you know he will strangle you with his panic." : Anais Nin

I guess.. I will have to say yes to that.. :(

Monday, January 19, 2009

Quote: Src Orkut Fortune

The secret of creativity is knowing how to hide your sources

Orkut fortune can be revealing at times :)

Quote: Jim Rosenberg

"Two roads diverged in the woods. I took the one less traveled, and had to eat bugs until Park rangers rescued me." -- Jim Rosenberg

Ironical no...yeah Indeed :)

Friday, January 02, 2009

Job..Work..Orgasm..Reality

One fine day just like any other day, you go to the same boring job which you have been going to everyday. Trying to pass the day just like any other. Trying to smile and be happy just because thats what you are supposed to do. Earning more than many you are supposed to be on a high. Alienated from the world, Alienated from the surroundings you are expected to perform without grievances. Thats all you try and do i.e. to be happy and push yourself to your own limit so at the end of the day you are so tired you can get a peaceful sleep. Only to be woken up from the dreamy romanticism by the harsh reality that this widely taught and preached concept are for the ones who do some physical activity along.

So you sit in from of your only friend you are left with. Nah... not even your personal laptop. That much joy is also has been taken away. Now your only friend, your MASTER, the only thread which connects you to the whole world. Guess what it is ??... Yes it is your official laptop. Nothing else. The thing without which you are a NOBODY..Yes you are a nobody. Your bread, your life, the absence of which is incomprehensible in your mind.

And you sit in front of this some square inch wide and long harmless looking but craziest monster responsible for screwing your life to the fullest. To start another day of interactivity, pondering over the same routine you go through and the difference which will not come even today. Then you start writing codes not by choice, not by love, being arrogant enough to not even do it for work but as a habit. Just by default you start pressing in keys, browsing the whole world masqueraded in bits and bytes.

You are edgy, but you continue writing and to take you away from boredom you put on your headphone to listen to same old boring play list not updated from time immemorial. So on some fine stupid day you decide well what the hell, let me listen to some heaviest of the heavy metals. The volume you keep on increasing till you can increase it no more. The songs whose lyrics are anyhow not catchable keeps on banging your head in its full force. But then something happens. Your fingers start dancing on the keyboard. The codes start flowing without any effort. The thought process becomes clean and you reach a state of trance. Oblivious to the surroundings, even oblivious the blaring sound of some of the most loud music being played directly in your eardrum. You cannot stop. You carry awn and awn and awn. The level of excitements heightens to a crescendo, the speed of writing and thinking reaches a point where it is difficult to cope. But you sustain, you deliver, and you maintain the the tempo driven by the thrill you experience.

Unaware of the surrounding; with the winner feeling of the ability of being able to do anything in the heart; you carry on. Only to be driven out of this deep slumber of heightened thinking and coding by a ping in your gtalk. The message would say that I am farthest from you but I can even make out the music. You smile back, you just say ooopsies, you reduce the volume, take off the headphone and then smile at the thing you experienced. You try and make an effort to get back the state you just experienced, only to realize that it was one real orgasm which was not faked. A zone which cannot be achieved easily. Wondering how often when young you use to be in the so called zone always, you just accept defeat from the reality that it being no longer under ones own control anymore , you carry on with your own boring day just as any other day.