I can never be the same...

I know I was lonely...
Looking out for someone comely..

I agree that I was searching..
Hoping to find someone pleasing..

I sincerely never believed..
That I can ever get someone so sweet..

But then you were there..
An angel out of nowhere..

"An angel" said I..
How could she ever be mine..

But Your heart was kind..
And you did not mind..

The devil of my heart..
Was in the lookout for a shot..

You gave me the look..
Merrier than the silver brook..

My search was over..
My heart was pleased forever..

My heart was glad..
I thought I will never again feel sad..

But I over looked the fact..
That my feelings were like a selfish act..

The bond created...
Was too weak that it easily got berated..

You were strong..
Your beliefs even stronger..

You said it was over..
Cause your promises are more important than your lover..

I can never believe ...
Cause my thoughts are not so easy to release..

I am trying hard to make you stay...
But it seems I am no more in the frame...

I cling on to hope..
To reach the roof without any rope..

You saw me as a devil I am..
I cannot argue cause that's what I am...

I wish you could stay...
Wish it every time I pray..

You made a believer..
Your love made me the happiest creature..

But here I am today...
Lost among the multitudes of the day...

Before (I met you)!! I was searching..
Before (I met you)!! I was looking..
Before (I met you)!! I was hoping...

You changed me...
And now you say you will leave me..

Now I am only hoping..
Trying to seek happiness which is not coming..

I have lost my faith..
Which is giving me the biggest pain..

Without you I am no more the same..
Without you I am going insane..
The only truth although it may sound lame..
That I can never be the same..
That I can never be the same..
That I can never be the same..